I think this blog is the place where I could talk openly about my difficulties to understand the world, seeing something unfair happened and my failure to handle the case objectively without emotionally involved.
I could not describe the case right now, but I just know that I felt hurt and I really hate this kind of situation. I think one of the reason of this hurting feeling is knowing that you've been lied by someone and he/she still thinks that she's right and I am just too sensitive. I think this hadist will discribe my situation very well.
Abu Hurairah Radhiyallahu ‘anhu menceritakan, para sahabat bertanya kepada Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam : “Wahai, Rasulullah! Apakah engkau juga bersenda gurau bersama kami?” Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam menjawab: Betul, hanya saja aku selalu berkata benar. [2]
(Source: alamanhaj.or.id)
Well, I did something wrong today. I joined group of people who love jokes and comedy. And it was just too much.
