Lying

I thought I've Passed That Behavior

But here I am. A woman that speaks at least 5 times in a day that Allah is her only God, telling untruth to my friend. I had no reason to do that. Wait, I have my own reason. Though, I can say it's a white lie. But still, it's a lie, isn't it?I always telling my daughter to tell the truth though it is painful. But I did the opposite. Yes, I got good impression in my world but I felt so wrong in my heart. I still feel it. And also insecure. For who am I in this place accept a man doing His command? And I betrayed Him.

It is so ashamed and sinful. I am asking Allah to forgive me and accept my apology.
I regret my words and I hope not to repeat that performance.