I know that having 2 children will bring me to some uncomfortable
situation someday. Clearly, raising two will face me to increment of amount in financial area. But I got my emotional
balance tested here.
Having a daughter facing teenage year and a lil boy in terrible two might teach me to be more patient. Though today I couldn't tell that my response relating to my daughter egoism could be categorized as being wise mother.
I have no reason for being cynical to my princess. Though her movement to protect her belonging -well actually those color pencils belong to both of them, could be understood. Almost everything played by my prince became infunctionable or got lost somewhere. But, on my opinion her reaction run too deep so that I can judge that as bad move and too exagerating. She was like new rich person or OKB stereotype in our environment. She is becoming firaun in my eyes.
But my comment, one that I gave to her can't be grouped as good one too. I talked to her not in the best of mother talk. I realize I should appologize to her for my words but not my intention. I should explain wisely and I know that concept. But i did not use it when that happened. What with my emotion, and my hate of the arrogant behaviour covered my clear perspective and patience.
It happened so fast and I reacted badly. But the side effect will take longer to be forgotten if I am not preparing to fix it as soon as possible. Well, I am not the person who is so hard too admit her mistake. I am on my way to talk to my princess.
Now, that is the sample of my difficulties of being a mother. What yours?
Having a daughter facing teenage year and a lil boy in terrible two might teach me to be more patient. Though today I couldn't tell that my response relating to my daughter egoism could be categorized as being wise mother.
I have no reason for being cynical to my princess. Though her movement to protect her belonging -well actually those color pencils belong to both of them, could be understood. Almost everything played by my prince became infunctionable or got lost somewhere. But, on my opinion her reaction run too deep so that I can judge that as bad move and too exagerating. She was like new rich person or OKB stereotype in our environment. She is becoming firaun in my eyes.
But my comment, one that I gave to her can't be grouped as good one too. I talked to her not in the best of mother talk. I realize I should appologize to her for my words but not my intention. I should explain wisely and I know that concept. But i did not use it when that happened. What with my emotion, and my hate of the arrogant behaviour covered my clear perspective and patience.
It happened so fast and I reacted badly. But the side effect will take longer to be forgotten if I am not preparing to fix it as soon as possible. Well, I am not the person who is so hard too admit her mistake. I am on my way to talk to my princess.
Now, that is the sample of my difficulties of being a mother. What yours?
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